[Time]...01:22 am (Cali Time)

      » closin it bitches

sorry xanga!

but you're really lame...haha

damnit i didnt want it to end like this...but myspace is fucken cooler

later xanga...maybe i'll come back...maybe not. haha

x//melanie//x

i like my peaches <3

 [Time]...02:41 am (Cali Time)

      » im online so late

ahh gosh im really hating everything right now

i hate everything trust me...wel not really

but im so mad

 [Time]...08:55 pm (Cali Time)

      » wanted to bl0g

wel school's pretty  chill i guess. i dont know. haha

its cool seeing everyone again, but there seems to be a lot more people gaah the castraphobia!

i made it a tendency to not talk in class really. haha i dont want to i get too tired or i think i want to pay attention. im trying to do good here! i jus talk when im in the mood aha.

but lunch and breaks are fun as usual but they seem too friggin short!

im so proud i did my english homework the day before it was due! whoot!

today i took my id picture finally...yes! shit i hated not having an id. no identity. but coolerness. my hair was curly like last year. gosh only if my hair dried faster this morning i couldve straightened it. aha wel that's the least of my worries.

i was late for english in 6th period cuz of my darn id. the teacher scares me!

im bouncing all over different topics

but school is school its lame though..

1st period....spanish /  ej and kat and kiki and brennan are in my class

2nd period...psyce / jessica pam and anna lisa in my class

3rd period...ap us / karen and natasha and britta and nancy and arianna some people from last year ap euro in my class

4th period....chemistry / alex in my class! whoot we're cool

5th period...alg 2 / the new girl ayra, tabitha, some people i've seen before in other classes haha i dont know

6th period...ap eng / people i havent seen before...oh but hellen and devin are in my class...oh and ivan. haha. and...these other dudes.

have to do ap us and english hw...ahhh! but wow its not that bad but im procrastinating now. later folks i hate school and yet i love it! duumb

 [Time]...01:14 am (Cali Time)

      » not feeling myself

oh gosh school's today im not really ready

i've been asked that question alot if im ready for school. hell no im not. summer cant be over...

im feeling a little on the down side lately. i had a lot of fun for awhile. but i dont kno what's going on anymore...

i decided i want to detach myself from something for awhile. its better that way.

i want to move to the east coast one day...

i registered for school...yay i guess. classes. i dont know what i want to change. its semi good.

its not that easy to express...why must there be such suppression

[edit]

hmm okay now that school's starting all my fun will be kept at a minimum. i dont think i can socialize or chill as i did in sophomore year. no more temptations of fun. school work is my priority now. i dont think i want a job. i just need to do better in school. no more friends, excessive internet, guy dreaming.

goodbye for now xanga and internet. i dont want to go online anymore. it bugs me that i go on too much. i need to stop. and im going to try harder this year.

best buddies secretary is also an intense challenge for me. i have to be focused to be successful in this position

later xanga and internet and life...haha

 [Time]...02:27 pm (Cali Time)

      » whoa she's back!

yay im home again. im kind of bored now though. haha gosh. but anyways i had a fun trip yippy!

our flight home was delayed 2 hours we got in diego all late and shit. my bro jimmy and david were there to pick my mom and i up in tony's scion. on the way home we watched break dancing videos and shit. haha oh and popping. that's the shit but gosh damn those air tracks look hard. later we got dropped off and yeah. house looks normal...but i found clues as to who's been in the house while we were gone. haha thought u could fool meeh?! aha.

anyways later on my bro left to give tony back his scion and buy us food we were starving damn plane did not give us food! so we got jack in the box and tony and makoto dropped off my bro past 12 am i guess. they stayed for awhile. haha. it was fun having them around. my mom and i gave them presents from our trip. i think we gave them more than we planned. haha. oops. but yeah i later walked them out and it took me forever to get back in the house haha cuz they were keeping me there...or was it just me? and my cat instincts? haha. but a lot of good laughs out there and my mom finally told me to get in the house so i let them go on their merry way. it was like 2 am and my food was cold. haha damnit. so i was sleepy and i went to bed all hungry.

woke up and yeah i tried reading homework but its so boring its killing me! 

tonight i guess im gona chill with tony and makoto again and watch the exorcist! yay! anyways goosh me and tony and makoto probably are supposed to go to the mall somewhere but i duno when that's gona be. school starts. and guess fucking what? i didnt even register! ahh! my brother didnt do it for me. wat'd i tell ya...i cant count on him if my fricken LIFe depended on it. aha wel everytime i ask him to do me a really important or small favor...he doesnt really do it...let alone remember wat it was. sheesh. but anyways i wish he couldve tried harder. i guess its not his fucking problem so why the hell should he try then huh? [sarcasm]. but gosh...now i have to figure out if i can still register...anyways when school starts i cant wait to hang out with jessica rocielle and jackie! yay us girls rock! i havent seen jackie in forever tho. haha or rocielle. whoosh. that's crazy. but yay. and everyone else too yup.

i like the song i have here, she will be loved..."i dont mind spending every day out on your corner in the pouring rain look for the girl with a broken smile ask her if she wants to stay awhile"...anyways yay thanks makoto tony doug and you dudes for the fun summer! i appreciated EVERY FUCKEN THING you guys did for me. dont forget how cool you guys are! so what now?! camping! haha. someday 

i would put pictures from my trip but guess what? im lazy. im too lazy to upload and make a new account for this and that. if u wana see pictures u have to go to my fucken house. haha. but damn i forgot i think i was supposed to develop the pictures from the digi somewhere but i already saved it all to the computer. um. so i'll figure it out.

wel later!